You know you are almost fixed when the purchase of sparkly sandals was most unneccesary but you did it anyway. I'd say I'm as much returned to normal as I'm ever going to get. I danced in the kitchen today, I made the children laugh and I laid in a sensory ball pool. For those familiar with my personality, these few things would suggest a return to my former self, even though the ripples of memory will always stay with me from the week that passed.
Friday 13th may pose a problem for some people. Myself, I find it the same as any other day and have taken the majority of my 31 years of life as a learning process which led me to the conclusion that dreadful things can happen any day and that Friday 13th is a get out clause. As I write there are still a few hours remaining of the day so it's fair to say anything could happen yet. At this point, my biggest drama of the day was that my mobile battery died on the bus; I'm sure you feel my pain!
I'm literally rambling to eat away some of the remainder of this Friday. The morning brings a beginning, a brand new start which carries with it an immense sense of unease. I dare not allow myself to feel excited about these new journeys as I must stay grounded at all times. Getting carried away could lead to carnage of course, as my parents always taught me, I should be careful, not speak to strangers etc. I'm pretty much going to break every childhood ground rule. But this is it, I'm following the dream and disregarding the sensible. Life is always too short and I'm living it whenever I get the chance :)
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